Big Project in the Works

I know I ranted over this last spring but once again, there is not enough time to finish everything. This is a little crazy considering I took a week off from work to dedicate all my energy to one goal. Yet I am only half way finished with my project. Let the grousing begin!

For those who don't know about my pet project...sorry, you can personally e-mail me and we'll discuss it. I'm still a little self-depreciating over it, yet it's extremely important to me. Think, big major dreams coming true. Well, at least I wish! If only I could finish it. I was not lazy this past week, I actually worked hours on my project to the exclusion of everything. One evening I realized it was five in the morning and I needed to get some sleep since I had been focused since three in the afternoon.

I really am closer to being finished. I'm in the final stages, so I should feel some relief. Right? Wrong, I feel a sense of urgency. I wish I could discover more time somewhere so I can complete my task, especially cause another one is looming on the horizon.

I know this makes no sense to those who don't know what I am talking about. Once again, my apologies. For those who know what the crazy lady is talking about...I have a favor...who is willing to be my critic? I've had people offer before, but now it's seriously game time in the coming month or so. Before you readily offer, I have a few thoughts 1) I request absolute confidentiality (no discussing it with other friends) and 2) remember my fragile ego but 3) give total honesty 4) knowing that we'll still be friends and have to see each other. Let me know who is willing to be my oh-so-suffering-friend. BTW, I have to thank Kay, Delia, Sonia, Michelle, and James for listening to all my grousing the past few weeks and supporting me in my endeavor and insanity.