My List

As many of you know, I have been inundated with several stressful situations recently. It has been very hard to stay optimistic and maintain a sunny disposition when I haven't personally been feeling like a positive person. Today's post is for those who were concerned that I was becoming lost in the quagmire. Today, I would like to proclaim the many things that have made me grateful over the past few weeks.

• My gals - The other week, I felt so completely lost, but after a phone call from Mich and lunch with Becky and Erin, I was in a better frame of mind. I am truly blessed to have these ladies in my life.
• My colleagues - I have several colleagues who are true friends, but I am going to lump everyone together. I have a hard time calling in sick to work, but the other day, I had an extremely rough episode. My pals were understanding that I needed to go home. Even my boss sent me a kind email, letting me know that everyone wanted me to take care of myself. It helps to know that my colleagues aren't upset with me when I have these episodes.
• Mom - My mother was recently diagnosed with a severe heart condition, which has been debilitating to her and emotionally straining on the family. We are fortunate that her meds appear to be stabilizing her condition. And though she will have to retire early, she will be with us for some time to come.
• John - My brother and I have been slowly rebuilding our relationship. It has been a rough process, but he has really stepped up and helped my mom the past few months. He has taken mom to her appointments and when she had an episode, John took care of her, insuring she was not alone. This meant the world to me, to see John finally placing his family first is a miracle in my book
• James - Hubby is always so supportive of me. He has tamped down his fears over the house. He has listened to my tails of woe from the multitude of recent family situations. And he has been supportive of my crazy schedule (work, conferences, and speaking engagements). He makes it easier to balance my life.